"The paradox of covering war is that, while the job exposes you to unimaginable horror, you also have to love doing it."
And Benjamin Hall feels so strongly that exposing the truth about war is his true calling in life, that he craves doing it again despite having barely survived his last assignment for Fox News covering the ongoing war between Russia and Ukraine. (I have to say, however, that as impressive as Hall's war reporting has been, I do hope for the sake of his wife and three daughters that he never puts himself in that position again.)
Benjamin Hall, who holds dual British/American citizenship, was born and raised in London, and he credits his mother with instilling in him a sense of wonder about traveling the world. So, from an early age Hall developed the urge to stick himself into the middle of things while traveling rather than leaving it to someone else to decide what he would experience at any given destination. Perhaps as a result of that approach, Halls says that he had already spent "years of chasing stories that no one was paying me to get" before Fox News hired him, still on on a freelance basis, to "file a long-format piece from Iraq."
Rather ironically, by the time Fox News approached Hall about anchoring a nightly news report from Ukraine, he was a married man with children who had decided no longer to risk his life as willingly or as often as he had in the past. Still, he did not manage to resist the urge to get on-the-ground stories for himself, a fateful decision that led to Hall almost losing his life along with his four colleagues who all died the day their small car was obliterated by a nearby bomb strike.
The rest of Benjamin Hall's story reads like fiction. The circumstances and teamwork that somehow combined to get him back to Kyiv, much less across the Polish border (inside a private train being used by the Polish Prime Minister to get himself and his staff back to Poland from Kyiv) were a one-in-a-million shot that can accurately be characterized as miraculous.
Benjamin Hall has written a remarkable account of what he experienced, and how his being "saved" has changed him as a man, a husband, and a father.
"I can't say I spend a lot of time analyzing any psychological transformation I might have undergone. But what I can say, without any doubt, is that the person who is emerging from the bombing, from the more than twenty surgeries, from the continually painful rehab - the reconstituted whole Ben - is a better, stronger, and more joyful person than the one he used to be."
Saved is a powerful and emotional experience for the reader, a reminder that when good people combine their efforts to make good things happen, miraculous results often follow. Benjamin Hall is a remarkable reporter, but more importantly he is a remarkable human being.
Wow. His story sounds amazing. Journalists who risk their own safety in order to get to the truth and show the world what's really going on always impress me. This book sounds like a must read!
ReplyDeleteWhat those guys do, the risks they take, etc., is truly impressive. I don't understand the "why" when it comes to men or women with family responsibilities, though, especially those with small children at home.
DeleteI can't imagine taking the kinds of risks Hall does. Incredible! This book does sound very compelling and eye-opening. It's not my usual kind of thing, but your review makes me want to check it out. Thanks for the rec!
ReplyDeleteSusan, it starts out kind of dryly because it is a summary of what Hall accomplished before his injuries in Ukraine, but once it gets closer to the present day and what followed after the explosions, it becomes very emotional and heartfelt. I really like this one.
DeleteHi Sam, Such courage and I too hope he does not return to war corresponding. I heard of some of the injuries he sustained and many people would have sunk into permanant depression but Benjamin Hall didn't and he is an inspiration. I have it on kindle unlimited I will read it this month.
ReplyDeleteI think you'll like it, Kathy. Hall's wife is also a very brave person, and she went through a different kind of intense experience herself, especially with handling how the three daughters were eventually going to hear the news about their father.
DeleteSounds rather intense
ReplyDeleteVery intense, Mystica. I will not forget this one for a long time.
DeleteYes, highly dangerous job. One of the BBC's war corresspondants, Frank Gardener, is now in a wheelchair after being blown up or shot or something in Iraq. I rather think it must be like a drug for some of them though, in that they just can't stop craving the adrenaline rush.
ReplyDeleteHall admits that he feels most alive when he's on the frontlines of war, no matter how dangerous it may be for him personally. It's something he learned about himself at an early age. I agree that the feeling is akin to being addicted to a drug of some sort. Don't know how his wife stood it.
DeleteI don't understand the ability to put one's self in harm's way over and over, but I admire someone who pursues a goal like this. However, I feel sorry for his family. Sounds like a good story.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds as if some people are just born that way, Tracy. And then if they experience the "rush" once, they become addicted to that feeling and crave it. It becomes "who they are" in every sense of the words.
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